Falling inlove....

For most of us falling in love is the best thing that can ever happen to two people…
We love the notion that someone is willing to catch us when we fall…
Or the thought of having someone to call our own…
Even believing that love can make a house a home…

Embracing commitment and responsibilities is what encompasses our relationships…
Strong grip to our undying love and respect that we always wish…
Though compromises are sometimes hard to do…
We tend to bend a little bit just to give way, as we should…

But for some falling in love is sometimes painful and complicated…
Though it could be because current situations were not presented…
Priorities were not discussed, decisions were not talked over…
As they silently hurting each other’s feelings…opinions were not considered…

That ends up into an argument… to an agitated disagreement… to a fight…
A fight over who’s wrong or right…
Lies escalated and things are not being talked about…
But still decided to hold on to love and hope that soon it will gonna be alright…

But as words often left unspoken…
Feelings also starts to weaken…
Then silence eventually lead to separation…
As they endure the pain of their premature affection…

Questions begin to linger…
“why did I ever give love a chance”
“When all I got was pain embedded in my heart…
And memories I couldn’t erase in my head…”

But wether we believe that falling inlove is a beautiful thing
Or a love that caused us grief…
We still appreciate the warmth feelings it yield…
That even for a moment we experienced the magical sensation that love can give...

Gained Your Pride Back

Gained Your Pride

Dreams that was once discouraged
Ability that was once doubted
Confidence that was once destroyed
Hopes that was once taken away

And now, After all the hard work
You proved them wrong
After all the persistence
You are now strong

You succeeded against all odds
When faith was all you had
You never gave up
‘till you reached the top

Now spoken words wished to take back
Words that never gave you the reason to back down
You held your head up
And gained your pride back….

You make all the difference...

As long as you are in my life, not much bothers me or gets me down.
I may get quiet sometimes......

but know, that I am content because you are with me.
That's all that really matters to me........

Everything, and everybody else is secondary. You make all the difference.

FEAR ITSELF

I can’t understand why in the world the word “fear” is so powerful?
It can ruin great plans, can make you look so stupid and disoriented, you can also lose people you care so dearly because of it.

“Fear”, its eating me up… its killing me… it’s as if something is squeezing my heart, my face felt so hot… can even hardly hear somebody talking to me… so stiff...
Did my blood just suddenly stopped flowing through my veins? Coz it felt that way….

If I could have just made myself disappear that very moment, I would
or if I could have just paused the time and able to go back and edit some part, I would.

How can I fight this fear lurking inside of me when I felt a complete stranger in a place I was in.

I wish fear is just something that you can find inside your purse. One that you can just take it out and throw it away. And everything will be ok.
But sadly its not as simple as that. It will remain inside of you for as long as you choose, for not believing and trusting your own self.

That’s exactly what I was feeling… so inferior and different in so many ways. Maybe I’ll get over it. Just need some time to analyze myself and eventually get back in the race of life.


This phrase from a movie I saw is what's motivating me to make fear work for me and not against me. I know in my heart that its not gonna be easy, but I'll try.


"Whenever there is fear, there is opportunity"

In Life

In life, it isn’t hard to find someone to spend time with,
but it’s not easy to find someone that you can grow old with...

It is easy to have a conversation with anyone,
but it’s hard to trust everything to everyone...

Life’s intricacy is what makes us all inevitably capable of doing the unexpected
and pushes us of doing things beyond our limits…

In life, everything is a matter of choice and not by taking chances…
Though at times taking a chance could be our last resort in finding the real meaning to our existence…